Saturday, February 25, 2017

Getting Truth Stuck In My Head

Have you ever had a song stuck in your head? Or, maybe it's been even worse than that and you've had a jingle from a tv commercial stuck in your head? Some people tell me that when they have lyrics sticking around for a while it is helpful to actually sing the whole song, listen to the whole song or watch the commercial and then it will be done with. But, that just doesn't happen for me! Although, to be honest, I don't usually try singing the song because that would not be pleasant for anyone besides Jesus :-)

Sometimes words get stuck in my brain like that, just words though, there's no music to go with them. The enemy of my life, and yours -Satan, really likes to use this tool against me because he knows that our beliefs are effected by our thoughts so he tries to get us to focus on thoughts that are not beneficial for our lives. And, the longer I walk with Jesus the more I'm learning how to fight back.

God created all wisdom though so this strategy actually belongs to Him and us. That's why studying, meditating on and memorizing the Bible is so important in our spiritual lives. It's a tool God has given us that we can use to push back the evil one. God must absolutely love it when we get His Truth stuck in our minds!

Some of the words of Truth that God, and His family have helped me fight for

Recently I've had 5 phrases that are on repeat in my mind and they came from God.  They began in November last year. I'm going to tell you what they are now but, I'll give you details about them in other posts. So, can you all be patient with me as I continue to figure out what they really mean? I'll tell you more when I can. It'll be worth the wait, God has promised me that.

Take a deep breath.... Here are the 5:
"It's new and it's good."
"I'm loved, not pitied."
"God kept me alive because He chose me and He set me apart, not independence."
"The truth about family is that it is built out of two way relationships."
"I'm a daughter."

Okay, so for me those are actually rather intense declarations. Like full of meaning, full of transformation for everything about the way I live my life. That's why I can only try to tell you about one at a time. Oh yeah, that and the fact that I'm discovering new things about each of those E.V.E.R.Y single day right now.

I know that they came from God, but it is a serious war to hang onto them. Each of them runs through my mind at least 3 times a day and each time I have to decide if I will hold onto the Truth in it or if I'll just let it fall to the ground.  Some days it takes a lot of effort to grab the Truth and hold on.

Sometimes.... it's not easy at all. During those times I'm distracted by the enemy or I've heard one too many lies whispered in my ear and not rejected them or I've been reminded through something during the day that independence and pride feel really good or the not fully healed parts of the unloved, unprotected, unheard kid in me tries to be the boss...

But, God is so good, so kind, so patient, so fiercely on our side that He knows exactly what we need AND He gives it to us! So, the Holy Spirit brings to remembrance the Truth I've heard, the Truth I've seen, the Truth I'm learning (John 14:26).
He does this 
through Bible reading, 
through prayer, 
through family, 
through friends, 
through mentors, 
through sermons, 
through movies, 
through Facebook posts.... 
God uses any way He wants to send those Truths my way lately and then it crosses my mind multiple times a day. Sometimes, I'm awesome at grabbing it, I take hold and don't let go, I know I need it and I am humbly positioned to take it! Those are sweet moments. 

Lord, help us to recognize the many ways You send Your Truth and then show us how to grab onto it with everything we have! Help us to quickly reject the lies, help us to humbly receive the Truth and help us to allow others to fight alongside us so that we may be able to join the fight for them when they need it, too.



Tuesday, February 14, 2017

Dreaming in Cambodia


I am posting this here because as I prepare to visit a few cities in the next few months I wanted to make sure that everyone had the most up to date information about what I am doing and what I'm hoping for this year!

Hello friends!
Merry Christmas and happy new year! It was so fun to enter all of your names in the "send to" field and think about each of you and your families and how you might be spending your holiday time this year.  I'm really very blessed to have you as part of this amazing story God is putting together with my life! 

This was my 6th Christmas in a row that I spent outside of the US (5 in Cambodia and 1 in India)! Cambodia has become a home in so many ways but, I think since I grew up in New York I'll always miss the cold weather, hot chocolate and fancy decorations that I always associated with November-January... If you're around such things, enjoy them a bit more for me, too!

2016 has been FULL of so many new things and experiences as it was my first year working with NewLife Fellowship teaching with their internship program. I can tell you with confidence that I LOVE my job! God's plan and timing of transition for me has turned out to bring so many new reasons for joy and fulfillment. I look forward to teaching each class I have (they're between 4 students to 29 students depending on the day and subject) and am always praying, "Lord, please let this lesson, these words and this time together change these students forever as they discover more of You." 
It's also wonderful that I get to keep my relationships with HPC Khmer staff and foreigners, they'll always be part of my life :-) 

I want you all to know that I am immensely encouraged by your prayers for me.  The fruit of them is evident in the favor I've built with Khmer friends, the amazing protection I've experienced from both sickness and harm as well as the ways that I've been so abundantly blessed so that I am able to give to others and even run my own course and not have to ask the Khmer church here for finances.  I really am blessed to be a blessing as Abraham was and it's a privilege to do so here. THANK YOU!!!

As i look ahead to 2017 I'm really excited about all of the opportunities I can see God putting in front of me:
-I have hired a personal assistant. Her name is Sokchea and she was one of my students last year.  She helps me develop Curriculum and teach 3 and a half days per week and the other 2 days she helps me with things that are super hard for a visually impaired person to do on their own in Phnom Penh (grocery shopping, paying bills, buying supplies for teaching, going to various places for meetings...).  She has known Jesus for a little over 2 years, is the first in her family to begin following Him and I LOVE having the opportunity to invest in her in such a personal way! 
-I have begun (once every two months) translating sermons at my church from Khmer to English! So, any time there are English speakers in our church services I am the one preaching the sermon for them! This is SO challenging and keeps both me and my amazing Khmer teacher on our toes!!! 
-I would like to take Sokchea to a conference about spiritual revival in Asia this January in Thailand.  It will be her first time out of Cambodia!!! The cost for her travel, lodging and conference attendance will come to $600.
-I am co-leading a small group of Khmer young adults at church with the purpose of getting to know God and each other. This is the first small group of this focus and I love being part of their lives.  
-I have been in Cambodia for almost 7 YEARS (what??!!??! I know, it's been so long already...) and am strongly considering FINALLY purchasing some wooden bookshelves, a real cupboard for dishes, pots and pans (right now, I use a wicker shelf) and maybe even a couch someday :-)
-I get so excited when I think about my  students and all the ways they are going to grow and change as they experience more and more of Jesus throughout the year! 
-I am honored to be a board member for a ministry here that was started 3 and a half years ago by some of my very good Cambodian friends.  My heart, literally, leaps as I have more and more opportunities to empower and equip Khmer people to know that they have something to offer to their own people! 
-I will visit the States during 2017!!! 

There is one more thing I am dreaming about and that is being able to attend the wedding of a dear friend in America in June 2017.  I hope to be in the states beginning in April and come back to Cambodia after the wedding in June. This will mean that I will leave my responsibilities here for a while (good thing I hired a personal assistant!) and that I would need a bit of extra funding this coming year to provide for travel and other expenses while in the states during June. 

So many great things going on and lots of BIG dreams for things to come! I do need some more partners who can give financially in order to continue at the pace I'm going and to see some of these fun things He's put in my heart come to fruition. Let me know if you'd like to give on a monthly basis or as a one time donation and I'd be happy to get you the info you need! 

Please stay in touch with what is going on through my blog (www.orphan2apostle.blogspot.com) as well as the Facebook group, "Yvonne's Stories From Cambodia". I would love to hear from you so if you have any questions or encouragement don't hesitate to send a reply!

Following my Redeemer,
Yvonne Stiles 





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Following my Redeemer,